I grew up in a Bible-speaking, conservative household. My father could be harsh with me at times, and I certainly didn't receive the affirmation that I needed from him. When I found out that I could receive male affirmation through sexual encounters, I dove into that lifestyle quickly. Add a few years, drugs, alcohol, independence, and I had the perfect storm.

I woke up next to a guy; I couldn't remember his name. Suddenly, I realized that claiming Christianity wouldn't change anything inside of me without sincerity and surrender. I made a decision to pursue God for real and to walk away from my crazy lifestyle, and that's when He challenged me to take some risks.

 I was on the fast track with God; that is not everyone's story. I posted my story on a blog, attended a conference with others like me, and eventually ended up dating a woman—which was terrifying. I eventually married the love of my life. 

 Psalms 37:23, " The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives. Though they stumble, they will never fall, for the Lord holds them by the hand."