My life was pure hell. Though I knew that I was supposed to die to my flesh, I never could reconcile my faith with that of the gay lifestyle. In every relationship I had, God was a problem.

My life is great today. I haven't been with women in 12 years and haven't desired to. I desire to get married to a man and have children. It took a few years of healing before my outward appearance changed, but it has been a wonderful process. I now love my femininity and wear it well.

Seven years after I committed my life to Jesus, my ex-partner also made a commitment to Him.

After surrendering my life to Christ, I kept pursuing healing and restoration. This search included going to counseling, seeking out prayer/healing ministries, and starting to share my testimony with others.

I began to pursue change through counseling and getting help with emotional healing.  A year and a half later, I met my wife.  We have now been married for 37 years.

Today, I am wholly content in a female body with no desires to be a man. I love my femininity and thoroughly enjoy being a woman. I am completely free from the desire for a sex change. I’m comfortable with who I am and content as a female in a female body.

God has used so many  people to love, encourage, counsel, and help me. Now I have a gentle, kind, and loving husband whose love has brought out a new woman within me.

I was able to recall certain behaviors that had been ruled out for me early on, like wearing nail polish, which had severely affected my self image. I realized I was no longer bound by those rules, but had the freedom to make my own decisions for my womanhood.

I didn’t know my own body had rejected me. I didn’t realize that my body was simply responding to abuse.

In contrast to what most people would think, I actually found great freedom to stop acting on my same-sex desires.

My life without sex addiction or lesbian attractions is more fulfilling than I ever could have imagined. I have never felt so whole.

During the years I felt like a man trapped in a woman’s body, my heart was closed and isolated. But now, I realize I truly am a woman. I no longer am sexually attracted to other women.

The gay identity I once explored had only limited my ability to fully express myself. Now I feel comfortable in who I am as a man.

I’m no longer in a place of hopelessness, shame, and regret. Instead, I feel happiness, fulfillment, and acceptance.

I realized that I wasn’t born gay. I'm happier than I've ever been.

I am sexually attracted to my wife and more content in my marriage than I could have ever dreamed.